The things I like...

The good sleep under tons of blankets, during winter...



The fragrance of incense sticks and the sound of the early namaz at the same time...


The misty sky, for which the word ‘beautiful’ is an understatement...


The blend of that perfect blue, tangy orange and the best yellow on it,that no artist could ever portray...


The turning of the sunflower towards the sun, much in the same way I turn towards you...


The flying of pigeons in unison, following an unfaltering pattern...


The sound of your voice, happily enumerating how your day sucked...


The warm taste of chocolate, after i have cried your heart out, with no fault of mine...


The scene when the rain meets the unlimited soil, hugging it as tightly as it can...


The scolding of my mom, showing the amount of care with every increasing decibel...


The success of doing that work, which i thought to impossible to be done by me (cooking)...


The infinite (raise to the power infinity) love of papa, accepting me the way I am...


The full moon, with stars as its partners, in the endless velvety sky...


The food on the table, my favourite, emitting its mouth watering aroma...


The imagination of how you might look like, when I’ll say I love you...

I had a dream today,

Of which I feel really happy about,

God knows I must be smiling in my sleep,

Because, today I dreamt about you...

 

Honestly, there is nothing I can remember,

I just remember your voice,

Neither harsh nor husky,

Enchanting, may be the right word...

 

Look at me; I have a mysterious grin...

A shining glow to my face,

Seriously, has something happened to me?

I definitely have butterflies in my stomach.

 

There is a love song,

That I really like to hear,

Today it is being hummed in my ear,

By my heart, I must say...

 

Today, even the sunflowers seem yellower,

Lucky you know, they can look at their lover,

Changing their direction, as the sun changes its own,

I admiringly envy them.

 

I want to fly right now,

Because I feel like a feather from inside,

You know, but gravity says I’m heavy,

But still, today it is tough to stay on the ground.

 

I put my hand on heart right now,

I feel frightened by its speed,

Because it seems that today,

Even it had forgotten its course.

 

I had a dream today,

And I didn’t want the day to end,

I am looking forward to my sleep at night,

Because I want to see you once more...

In the heart of grief..

In the heart of grief,

Facing the eye of Lord,

I weep on the demise,

Of my faithful love.

Oh! How I cherished it, since it was a seed,

And the way I nourished it, into a massive tree,

So that it could hold strong against the angry winds,

And bloom among the flowers of springs.

So today, my Lord, give me strength to witness its doomed death.

Its hollow trunk and leaves which are shed,

Barely, a morsel of life left,

I die with my love, and I know death is ahead.

Is it possible that my heart stops to beat, my Lord,

When, I live like a walking corpse?

Is it possible that the world around me is black and white,

When, it is glistening in rainbow colours for all?

Oh lord! I do not curse the day when I was struck with Cupid’s blow,

Because it was the wound I was happy to take.

But today, my Lord, my soul proceeds toward the deathly gallows,

For the mistake I was destined to make.

But I want to live, oh heaven’s Lord,

To show the world what I am capable of.

Because I do not fear the death of love,

It is the love of death that I am scared of.

Well, it is a strange feeling, my Lord,

When you can’t locate the source of pain,

Still, your body is on fire,

Burning with a desire to remain.

So, give me strength, my Lord,

To be the master of it and along,

Because no tear is left to show you my grief,

And no heart remains to nurture another tree.

I wish...

It seems that even god lost his only love,

Because it rained heavily tonight,

I wish you were by my side,

Holding my hands tight.



I wish that when you smile,

I am there with you to smile back.

I wish that it should happen soon,

You and me together, without the world watching.



I wish that my tears have some effect on you,

So that you understand me, inside out.

I wish that my voice accelerates your heart beat as yours does mine,

Threatening to come outside, with the rate it gets excited.



I wish that you look me the way I look up to you,

So that I may feel as equally loved if not more.

I wish that you love me the way I do,

Though I perfectly know that it is impossible.



I wish that day should be deleted from my life when I fell for you,

Because my fondness for you makes me helpless.

I wish that I had no flaws,

Because for me you are nothing less than flawless.



I wish that you come closer to me,

So that there exists no distance between us.

I wish that I could spend my entire life with you,

But I know this wish cannot become true.



I wish that you grab my hand,

So that there comes no day, when I’ll die without you,

I wish that I should depart in hope,

Of at least reserving that smallest corner of your heart.



I wish that when I finally close my eyes,

I secure in me a feeling of being loved.

I wish that love should be only from you and you alone,

And then that day I will depart in peace....

I do not understand...

I do not understand, what is love,
No, I do not have even a hunch of it.
For me it is just a word,
Sounding an unknown definition.

Yes, I do not understand what is love,
Is it that feeling, when you secretly long to see him?
To hear his voice, just one more time,
Or when he is always present with you, even in his absence.

I think, I do not understand what is love,
Is it that emotion, when you are happy, only when he is happy?
And you want to cry when he is sad,
So at that moment, you want to hug him and say everything will be alright.

It is true; I do not understand what is love,
Is it when, your first thought and your last is him?
Or while you are hearing a love song, your thoughts quiver,
So your desire is to be that girl, for whom the guy is singing.

I know, I do not understand what is love,
But still, I want him to be close to me,
So close, that I want to feel his warm breath.
Enriching my very soul, making me complete.

I understand, that understanding love is beyond my scope,
Is it, when you feel empty inside, knowing he doesn’t want you?
But you still smile to see him smiling with somebody else.
Even though it might cut your heart into infinite pieces.

I do not understand, is that love?
When my heart skips a beat, just by hearing his name,
When raindrops seem like diamonds, emitting thousands of his images,
When my last wish would be, that there will be someday, that he might love me back...