Ma

i knew her scent.
too sweet to get unnoticed,
or is it unique,peculiar or distinct.
still my favourite...

she took me in her arms,
giving out her radiations of love,
hugging her newborn,
as if I belonged to her for centuries.

i learn to crawl,
not leaving me for a minute,
she still gave me my freedom,
so that i learn and earn my life.

my first word,
honestly, i don't know.
what i know is that she would never leave me,
first to accept and never to reject.

i grow.
from a tiny tot i become a teenager.
she is my best friend,my only companion,
in my worse and in the best.

i fight,i rebel,i misbehave.
i wan't to be like my dad,
always dominating,powerful,working.
still, she says you are my only love.

now i know,
i can never be like her,
i miss her and cry for her,
now i know, what it is to be like a mother.