With words unspoken,
I see myself cry,

Tears falling from my eyes,

I wipe them with love denied.

I see it pass,
I watch it going slow,

I hear it like rippling water,

I won’t let it go.

It’s near to me,

Still it’s too far,

It is right inside me,

And still so much beyond my reach.

Its pain,

And then I cry again,

Because I can bear your absence,

But not your presence, making me insane.

I hide my tears,

I fight it with my anger,

I cover them with my fake smiles,

But still I want to show them to you.

I just want one thing,

And only one thing in this world,

I want your love,

Because nothing else matters.

I know I can’t force you,

I know you can’t be moved,

But still I wait in hope,

Hoping that before my hope ends, I end.

I am scared.

Of the things you understand,

And the things you don’t,

I fear, I do not know you.

I dread of what is inside you...

Because it’s unseen, at least by me.

But I know, even without your consent,

What you safely conceal.

I just want to make you feel,

You are beautiful.

I just want to hold your hand and say,

You are perfect.

I hate you,

I hate the fact that I can’t stop loving you,

I hate it, when things are beyond my control,

I hate it, because for me there is no going back.